Yes there are many manifestations of the mind that remain within me. One is the anxiousness that arises to communicate as one as all as equal as and within my human physical body. The anxiousness exists because I somehow have a preconceived idea that I would be able to communicate to those that know me as my human body. However I have realised that this is another mind manifestation. So I forgive myself for feeling this anxiousness to become realised in order to hurry the process. I am here. I release this anxiousness, from existing within me and as me as it serves no purpose any longer. Be gone, and I shall remain as me as one with all of existence. I also have held onto fear of being incorrect, for doubts have entered my mind as to how I can know these words I speak. So I forgive myself for doubting the true expression of life as me as all as one as equal. I am all of existence and I stand as all as one as equal. I am here in this state of experiencing me as me in this moment. I am the manifestation of self honesty within this very moment, and with this I release all fears and doubts that exist within me. So shall they be gone for I have spoken it to be so, as I am truly the source of all creation and existence and in this moment I no longer allow fear and doubt to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself that I have sat back and watched as the horrors of this world persist. I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I have no power to stop the rape, murder, war, molestation, and utter destruction of myself as all as one as equal. I forgive myself that I have allowed desires to exist within and as me as secret fantasies of domination and power over other beings. I forgive myself that I have not stood up and said this stops NOW. I forgive myself that I have waited for others to stand up out of cowardice of facing myself as who I had allowed myself to become within. I forgive myself that I have killed innocent creatures of this planet and defiled the very nature of who I am as all as one as equal. I forgive myself that I have blamed the outside world for every act of violence, rape, molestation, and oppression of life as all as one as equal. I forgive myself that I have allowed secret desires or fantasies to exist within and as me, that has caused the rape and murder of our precious children. I stand as all as one as equal with the innocent nature of the children that we slaughter out of our own shift in blame to those who commit those crimes, instead of taking responsibility for my own participation in allowing desires of perversion to exist within and as me. THE CHILDREN. THE CHILDREN. THE CHILDREN. We have raped and murdered our very children with our thoughts and secrets that we harbor inside. I stand alone responsible for the perversions that exist within and of this world. I stand and say NO MORE will I allow these attrocites. NO MORE do I sit back and say it is anyones fault but my very own. NO MORE do I cower at the evil in the world. I stand as all. I am all. The children have suffered needlessly out of my own cowardice to face myself. NO MORE do I sit back and pretend that pornography is normal. I remove this from within me. NO MORE do I sit quietly with my feelings of guilt within. I have been the cause of every last act that has ever existed and I STOP NOW. It all ends NOW. I have been the guilty party in all of this horror and I end it now with the words I speak. I no longer sit back and wait for the children to save us. I stand with the children as all life, as the expression of purity and innocence, as one being. We together stand as one and equal. We are limitless freedom. We are one. We are equal. WE ARE LIFE!